User:Auraschild
[edit] About Auraschild
"Theres no way, that a place such as 'paradise' could exist somewhere. Theres nothing at the end of the world. No matter how far one walks... The same roads still continue on. Even so... Why do I always get caught up in such an urge... I can hear someone calling out... 'Aim for the paradise.'" ~~ Wolf's Rain
"It takes a man to live life the way it is now... But, wouldn't it take a bigger man to run away from it all, to lose it all and have to start all over again? Wouldn't he be a bigger man if he changed everything? If he stood up for what he believed in? Will you be the bigger man? If not for yourself... for the world?" ~~ Me
I do not expect sympathy. I spent 7 years of my life in solitude with no friends. That solitude teaches you things.. things that most people cannot understand, and if they do it isn't the complete concept. Most people in that solitude turn to stupid things like cutting and suicide. Not me... no not me. Though I thought I would. I never expected to be this old... But I am glad I am. I have had been able to help people and that has brought joy and happiness to my life. Though memories of that solitude are still in my mind I try to ignore them. But letting go, even of the darkest times, is never easy.
"Death is mighty, and is no one's friend." ~ Lord of Light ... Well I disagree, Death is my friend. I harness his power and accept him. He is inevitable, so I say why not get on his good side.
I find it easier to help other people than it is to help myself... People ask me how I can help others when I can barely help myself, but the thing is, I am beyond help but they are not.
Favorite scene in Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children:
Aeris Gainsborough: "So you showed up. Even though you're falling apart... I'm sure this will be a good thing." Aeris Gainsborough: "Question! Why exactly did you come here?" Cloud Strife: "I think... I want to be forgiven. Yes, I want to be forgiven..." Aeris Gainsborough: "By whom?"
I love the movie Dead Poets Society!
CARPE DIEM!
Auraschild... I don't know how I got that name, Aura was a mysterious character from the anime show .hack//sign. And I guess at the time I wanted to be her child. Heh, anyways, my real name is *****, but some people call me R****. I mess up alot, and don't know when to stop sometimes. I currently help out the police and I volunteer with the Cuyahoga County Board of Mental Retardation and Developmental Disabilities. (CCBMR/DD) I plan to volunteer at Bolken Park this month and maybe more.
Dedicated by Linkin Park:
"I have a dream of a scene between the green hills Clouds pull away and the sunlight's revealed People don't talk about keeping it real It's understood that they actually will And intoxicated and stimulated emcees Staring in the trees, paranoid, are gone in the breeze Watch them flee, hip-hop hits Take a walk with me and what you'll see Is a land where the sand is made up of crushed up wax And the sky beyond you is krylon glue And everybody speaks in a dialect of rhyme And emcees have left materialism behind them Meanwhile I just grip my mic And hope me and my team make it through alright Because say what you will, and say what you might But don't ignore who it's for at the end of the night
Because this is dedicated to the kids Dedicated to wherever music lives Dedicated to those tired of the same ol' same And dedicated to the people advancin' the game What's real is the kids who know that something's wrong What's real is the kids who think they don't belong What's real is the kids who have nowhere to run Who are hiding in the shadows waiting for the sun
I've seen a lot of sh*t, I've talked to a bum Out on sunset strip, he asked me "How would you feel If everybody acted like you didn't exist You'd lose your grip, probably eventually flip." So let it be known, the only reason that we do this Is so you can pick it up and just bang your head to it While emcees fight to see who can be the commonest We floatin overhead like a space odyssey monolith Over seeing the game, over being part of the same ol' thing It's all gonna change in a hurricane of darkness and pain And acidic rain and promises that you won't do it again Meanwhile I just grip my mic And hope me and my team make it through alright Because say what you will, and say what you might But don't ignore who it's for at the end of the night
Because this is dedicated to the kids Dedicated to wherever music lives Dedicated to those tired of the same ol' same And dedicated to the people advancin' the game What's real is the kids who know that something's wrong What's real is the kids who think they don't belong What's real is the kids who have nowhere to run Who are hiding in the shadows waiting for the sun
Pulling me close, the shadow is warm inside This is where I feel at home, this is my place to hide Pulling me close, the shadow is warm inside This is where I feel at home, this is my place to hide
This is dedicated to the kids Dedicated to wherever music lives Dedicated to those tired of the same ol' same And dedicated to the people advancin' the game What's real, everybody who doesn't feel safe What's real, everybody who knows they're out of place What's real, anybody with nowhere to run Who hides in the shadows waiting for the sun"
The show Naruto is my biggest inspiration and so is Ghost in the Shell!
"I won't run away anymore... I won't go back on my word... that is my way of the ninja!" ~ Naruto
"I understand now. Even if I must take the devil's fruit, I am on a path where I must gain power. I am an avenger." ~ Sasuke
"On that day, you taught me that solitude is painful! I understand that so well right now. I have family, and I have friends but if you're gone... To me... It will be the same as being alone." ~ Sakura
"There probably isn't any meaning in life. Perhaps you can find something interesting to do while you are alive. Like how you found that flower. Like how I found you." ~ Orochimaruu
"People cannot win against their loneliness." ~ Gaara of the Desert
"Geez, what a troublesome guy." ~ Shikamaru
"What I'm saying is, in the end, everyone is alone, right?" ~ Tenten
"There's no meaning to a flower unless it blooms." ~ Ino
"Those in the ninja world who break the rules and regulations are called filth, but those who don't care about their companions... are even lower than filth." ~ Uchiha Obito
"If you want to kill me, despise me, hate me, and live in an unsightly way... Run.Run and cling to life, and then some day, when you have the same eyes as I do, come before me." ~ Uchiha Itachi
"No matter how far a jackass travels, it won't come back a horse." ~ Batou from GitS movie.
"A little voice is urging me on... my ghost!" ~ Major Motoko Kusanagi from GitS show and/or manga.
I like to observe people, I used to have a job at a deli/restaurant and I saw so many different people and heard so many different conversions. You can find out alot by observing others, but I like to observe emotions, how people react to death, to birth, criticism and all that stuff.
I am considering putting E.U. up for grabs. I've been criticized about self-promotion and stuff that I really don't want anything anymore.
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[edit] Something I feel I need to say
I am sorry to many people on Wikiquote, I guess my persistance led to ignorance. I was to naive. It seems I still have alot to learn about life. The past day I have been thinking about everything an dI realize I was wrong to consider myself notable. See my belief is, if you say you are one thing you are the exact opposite (in some situations). I hope you guys accept my apology, but I wouldn't blame you if you didn't. Through all my life I've seen weird things, been in weird places and placed in weird situations. I used to be so.. different then I am now. I used to hate my life and see every bad situation as a reason to die, but then something inspired me... it kept me alive, but one thing that brought me down was other people telling me they hated their lives, it always brought back those memories. I was so determined to let go of the past that I started saying random things which ended up making those people change their minds as well. Seeing them happy made me so happy, I have changed so much since that day on December 5, 2005. I lost everybodys trust that day, and I think.. I think thats what changed me. Knowing that I almost ruined everything.. it really changed me, and seeing people worse than me.. that too. Knowing that some people will never forgive me tears me apart, that's the one thing I seek in life now, is to be forgiven... I was hoping that posting the quotes that saved others would.. would... would really give God or whoever their is the opportunity to forgive me. Maybe.. Maybe I am doing it all the wrong way.. I thought about that and now... now that is why.. why I am having people hav etheir stuff on my website. It can be anything, I want everyone to be happy, I want.. I want to be forgiven.